x_HoPe_x

2009-09-30T06:18:00.000-07:00

i see you next to never, oh how can we say forever?

2007-04-30T23:35:00.000-07:00

情

2007-04-10T18:40:00.000-07:00

Conversation between vickyneh and me.
Setting: biology lab.

Monotonous drone throughout the lab interrupted by Mrs chiaw.

Mrs chiaw: girls, is anybody here of blood group A?

-huh.
-what.
-i don't know my blood group leh. how.
-eh... i'm of blood group A.
-huh i really don't know... oh no. i'm bloodless.
-... ... what. you can't even bleed to death.
-HAHAHAHA. OMG THAT'S SO TRAGIC! YOU CAN'T EVEN BLEED TO YOUR OWN DEATH.

guess who's the morbid one?

and you know, everyday i'd subconciously remind myself of how much i love you?
oh sweet love of mine,
tell me why then,
do you have to make my heart ache so?
):

2007-04-07T23:35:00.000-07:00

My love.My life.Our everything.

whatever happened to the courageous guide, mighty monster (it's not king kong mind you), the sleek black batman car and the all time best spiderman with its delicate web you might ask.

probably somewhere at the incineration centre damn it.

"throw away lah, since they never ask."

easy for you to say.

we made them from scratch and in the end,

we have to destroy them.

thank you.

2007-04-06T23:39:00.000-07:00

the half done ferris wheel!
up up!

vickyneh and miss oh xy(:

it's therapeutic you know, kite flying.

though it gets exasperating when the prevailing wind dies down

and you have to get the kite up again!

but... i still love kite flying!

any kind soul out there?

buy me and vicky the 28 bucks butterfly shaped kite!

2007-04-05T22:58:00.000-07:00

I don't love you like i did, yesterday.

2007-04-02T19:41:00.000-07:00

Potatoes of which they turned disgustingly brown after a few hours. and they smelled strongly of onions. simply because shan and vicky were making, what they proudly claimed, onion and potato salad. HAHA okay so anyway they stunk up our side of the classroom and i had to throw them away): shan was reluctant at first until i said i was going to place them on HER table and it'll attract the flies(: oh did i mention that shan is my NEW PARTNERRR? haha we are both damn irritating and highly annoying. but hey i'm sure she whines more than me!

haha okay maybe not :D

Every now and then I get a little bit lonely

and you're never coming round.

2007-03-16T00:49:00.000-07:00

Have you forgotten what you've said?

I remembered how great you and i used to be,
how we always used to balance each other out.
But somewhere along the way,
we fell into these roles that exist on two parallel planes;
with you on one side,
and me, the other.
oh for all the love in the world):

and do you know that you're the only lover i want?):

2007-03-09T21:54:00.000-08:00

But nobody ever said it would hurt this bad.

you might just as well kill me.

Once upon a time I was falling in love,

But now I'm only falling apart.

Once upon a time there was light in my life,

But now there's only love in the dark.

2007-02-23T08:00:00.001-08:00

& when will you learn, that there isn't a word, for everything?

JIANG is such a good friend.
she dreamt that i was involved in an accident of some sort and kathleen was the one who sent me to the hospital. HAHA curse me! But i was touched la. cause she said she was very sad when she 'heard' the news :D

me and vicky have never flown a kite before):

join the losers' club?

2007-02-17T00:34:00.000-08:00

You can pretend that you don't need a reason.

4c's full of surprises la! It's a wonder how we were able to pick ourselves up from thursday's rehearsal disaster.
‘是啦，你们是没有准备好‘ （yes, you all werent prepared.)
bet we shocked you(: thank goodness we didnt withdraw from the cny concert. we were this close(:
okay so me and jiang caught the epic movie on fri. it was so ridiculous i swear i would rather use the money to bribe leeyuting(HAHA) to come to school rather than watch it. the guy sitting beside me in the theatre commented :' PG MY ASS!' after the movie. haha.

I'm living for the day that I'll be with you.

&I'm hanging on to every word you've said,
And even if you don't want to speak tonight,
That's alright, alright with me.
cause I want nothing more,
Than to sit ooutside heaven's door,
and listen to you breathing, breathing
For that's where I want to be.

2007-02-07T20:42:00.000-08:00

Tell me you love♥ me.

For with you around,
the world never seemed better.

2007-02-04T19:54:00.000-08:00

okay so it had been a rather busy week with the exception of monday with which i was at home for the whole day watching sesame street, strawberry shortcake and FAIRLY ODD PARENTS :D oh and sms-ing vicky the whole day as well. she got me addicted to fairly odd parents!

damn cute! but i can only watch it twice a week):

hmmm school was alright i guess. i'm looking forward to hmt lessons now! i think zhang lao shi's getting more and more interesting! haha. spare me the hw though(:

jessicashen!
cheer up okay!
yes i know we're in the same pathetic plight,
but i'll be here(:

2007-01-20T19:36:00.000-08:00

i have no idea what i'm doing.

and for every breath you take,

breathe again.

2007-01-13T12:04:00.000-08:00

what more can i say to you?

Ever since you went away
The sun comes out just the same.
The only difference is,
You'd only call out another name.
which wasn't mine; wasn't me.
To another, to another now,
The one after me.

2007-01-09T20:07:00.000-08:00

Bio diagnostic test is overrr! But we got scolded anyway. For not being able to state clearly the differences between 'breathing and respiration' and 'defecation and excretion'. I totally forgot about aerobic and anaerobic respiration!):

I am extremely upset today!):
and vicky said:" Goodness. what happened?"
arrgh.
):

and how could you blame me,
for not looking into your eyes,
when your voice was in sync-
with another.

2007-01-06T14:50:00.000-08:00

LAW OF ATTRACTION!(:

okay so for the past 3 days
it didn't seem like the starting
of a new year at school for me,
simply because i attended the adam khoo's course,
thus i wasnt really in class most of the time.
(i have a new partner: miss OHxinying! :D)

the first day of the course was okay i guess.
it not easy sitting in the theatrette
from 8am to 9plus pm, (with a few breaks in between)
and pay full attention to the trainer.
all three trainers were really funny,
and their jokes were what perked us up.
i have to hand it to one trainer
for he can act cute so well even though he's like 26.
he was also the one who made us cry on the 2nd day.
seriously i have never seen so many cedarians cry at one go.
farewell for seniors doesn't count.
for it's mostly tearing.
but on the 2nd day, 2-3 hours before dinner,
(talk about spoiling the appetite!)
he started talking to us about life, family all that
and very soon he had all of us crying our hearts out.
all you could hear was
the trainer talking, loud sobbing and sniffing in the dark.
and i really mean very loud.
for we were all filled with so much
remorse and guilt that it was hard to even stifle a sob.
yesterday night was a bit better.

(well at least it was after dinner :) )

Life is like a a gloomy downstream,

Where everything sinks deeper till there's no gleam.

Perhaps there would be a sparkle or two,

But to spot and catch it, it's up to you.

and we'll just look away,

when we don't have much to say.

2006-12-07T01:09:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANG WT!

LETS GO BREAD TALK AGAIN!

again and again! :D

i went to work today with JIANG!

(not at bread talk if you're wondering.)

it reminded me of campfire preparations really.

everybody just sitting together doing their assigned tasks,

joking around at the same time.

except this time its with a bunch of dunman high sec4s.

and one of them is a guide!(:

hm. the work is well,

a lot easier than campfire preparations.

no proposals, no painting, no cutting of cardboard(thank god).

AND i get paid.

the pay is super good okay.

i couldn't believe it at first.

but i owe people like alot alot of money.

so if you're thinking of christmas presents......

So here we stand

Anchored in hope.

2006-11-13T23:55:00.000-08:00

Beyond the black and white.

When twilight waned;

fade into nothingness
And daylight comes on;
The loneliness of nights alone reached an ending point
I finally found the unvarnished truth
of why I was all by myself for the longest time:

The faintest trace of pining I've lost in the depth of your eyes,

while farewell's echo distant us evermore.
And I think about each passing day,
endeavoring to stay and never run away
though it pierces through like an arrow head,
deadly. stifled. agonizing.

yet I know this is the only way,

because the sunrise will guide me through,
down this desolate path,

And I love you.

2006-11-07T23:18:00.000-08:00

Is there another side?

And if the pasture green fields became barren brown,
And if the boundless sea was sullied,
tainted with mindless grievances,
And if lighting tore through the velvet black sky endlessly,
And if rose trees should cease to bloom;
each wholesome one trampled upon mercilessly,
would you still be here, would you be my solace,
And put everything right from wrong.

And if I couldn’t find faith to love again,
And if I couldn’t meet the angel that endears me,
And if sorrow should triumph within,
And if my inward tranquility was broken bad,
would you still be here, would you be my solace,
Comfort me like you did before.

2006-10-27T01:43:00.000-07:00

Free from the torment of sin，

All this I'm giving up。

Much as the sun would decide to give in，

Explode into orange。

And hear all the voices sing praises with hymns。

you don't mean it.

no you dont.

and you know it.

it all depends on you;

where you would rather be.

你还爱我吗？

一直好想问你这句话。

却又怕,

听到你真实的回答。

2006-10-15T20:41:00.000-07:00

HAH melanie ho!

i got you on that one!

now you owe me five big packets of gummy bears!

NEH!
:D

oh edward you dumb,

do mind that finger!(:

i just read yinxue's blog

and it made me laugh.

a lot.

2006-10-13T12:13:00.000-07:00

do you know what day it is today?

Remember me when i am gone away,

Gone far away into the silent land;

when you can no more hold me by the hand,
Now i half turn to go, yet turning stay.

After all this time,

I never thought we'd be here,

Never thought we'd be here.

When my love for you was blind,

But I couldn't make you see it,

Couldn't make you see it.

That I loved you more than you'll ever know.

the phone just sat there.

silently.

2006-10-07T13:48:00.000-07:00

no laughter of happiness,
no thoughts of liberation.
in its place,
only a sense of dispritedness and dejection.
so what if the exams are over?
there are more worrisome things to weigh you down.

and when you stared blankly up at the gloomy sky above,
the fear of facing your problems overwhelmed you,
as you crumbled to the ground
wondering where's the sense in life.

problems haunting people every minute and second of their short lived life.

encompassed in darkness and apparently,

you can never find a way out.

relationships breaking up all over the place

drawing forth the tears.

and all that's left,

are fragments of a once whole soul.

stabbed repeatedly,over and over again.

creeping thorns of hurt and pain

Dug their claws deep .
restrained and stifled

much to the extent that you can't salvage it anymore;

you'd never know how

and you'd never know why,

how ever did it come to this.

and you tried to fight it,

but it still took you down.

im losing this battle.
now i need you the most.
please,

don't let me,

let you go.

2006-09-29T19:36:00.000-07:00

think of me.

think of me fondly.

when we've said goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
and many a times you asked yourself:

when will it all end?

2006-09-17T20:52:00.000-07:00

Maybe the feeling ain't mutual,

but if it's a great burden off our shoulders,

why not?

I do work and I do sleep,
To a bright lights city lullaby-
Wailing sirens, screeching tires.

A horn or two, sometimes laughter.

And Sometimes,

your resounding voice calling out for me in the streets.

we've been clinging on to the misery for long.

It's hard having you, then losing you.

and its devastating to know it's true.

so act fast my dear,

before it gets too late.
how long will it take for you to decide?

2006-09-13T20:27:00.000-07:00

Two months since.
I was right.
you had no idea.

When to the sessions of sweet silent thought,
I summon up remembrance of things past.
I sigh the lack of many a things I sought ,
And with old woes new wail my dear times’ waste.

2006-09-03T14:52:00.000-07:00

there's too much sadness and disappointment in the world.

what happened to butterflies and shining stars, rainbows and lollipops?
what happened to the warmth of our smiles?
everyone's neglecting those around them.
everyone's caught in mudane things.

we care for ourselves too much to spread our love around.

2006-09-01T22:21:00.000-07:00

foam hearts

stick together.
decorate.
write'cedar guides'.
stick onto ice-cream sticks.
dry.

9hours.
many hearts died.
lots of screams by pamela choong in between(:

discussed about the sky, clouds.
delta like? patchy? uneven?
pamela brought michelle and me to the sweet shop at pp(:

2006-08-29T22:14:00.000-07:00

I'm currently entangled in worry and anxiety.
well, because i don't seem to know myself very well.
And that's kind of bad,
because it all goes to show that i've lived 15 years in vain;
9 marks improvement since my last chemistry test.
euphoric?
definitely no.
motivated?
maybe.
9 marks improvement.
its not good, in fact
its still bad to the core.
but hey ,i'm getting there.

I'm glad to have found the light in me again.

It may not be at its brightest,

but,

its getting there.

i'm getting there.

2006-08-24T22:12:00.000-07:00

did you feel the soft night breeze

that turned to chilly,howling wind.

did you see the bright full moon

that turned to a large black balloon.

blown away so swift and clean,

darkness covered where it had been.

just like how you left me behind

the one i have tried hard to find.

did you sense the pain i feel within

and it won't end with just a scream.

did you see my sanity

that lost its faith and way

just like when you left me behind.

as i walked down the corridor

i stole a glance or two,

you turned your back

as though its a matter of fact

with long strides i passed by

upturned mouth,stinging eyes came naturally so.

i was asked why.

words tangled in my throat.

and in the mirror i saw,

blotchy cheeks, puffy eyes.

I never saw her this way
With that ugly ugly face.

2006-08-13T17:42:00.000-07:00

one month since.

i guess you don't know.

2006-08-07T18:12:00.000-07:00

it's been exactly 4 months.

head hung low,
for it felt so small,
enclosed now in just four walls.
in a state of woe,

gradually, it grew forlorn,

no sign of pride,

not seen in light,

from then on.

something beautiful takes long to form,
something beautiful takes just a second to destroy.

I'm sorry.

2006-08-06T00:07:00.000-07:00

The summer night persists still

With a car or two on the lonely road

Midnight.

The seared prayers of love poignant.

And now a futile gust carries

The recondite intricacies

Of shriveled leaves about your feet

And the swaying of blooming flowers by the pavement;

The moonlight shines

Obscured by opaque clouds and eyes,

And at another corner of the world

encompassed by darkness

A bitter heart despairs and cries.

and it goes on.

two more days.

no rain.

please.

and what hurts the most, was being so close.

2006-08-01T17:02:00.000-07:00

what exactly do i live for?

my own death.

but...don't we all?

2006-07-30T14:56:00.000-07:00

Lately, I've been troubled once again by the same old few things.
It's such an abstract yet complicated feeling
that I felt difficulty in describing.
And for reasons that I've been unable to fathom,
its haunting me everyday.
Life, yes it has everything to do with life.
One moment you could be clutching your sides
shaking with laughter,
but the next moment
you could just feel so alone and miserable,
as if you're isolated from the world
and you just want to run and run.
and never stay.

often when I'm reflecting during footdrills,
yes footdrills.
I realized that during the intervals
when you're just supposed to stand there,
staring at a specific point,
my mind will automatically set itself to the thinking mode.
(Pamela ,I know you're so going to kill me after reading
this but I'm paying attention to commands at the same time.really.i swear)
sorry I digress.

yes so back to the point.
whenever I'm reflecting upon my deeds,

somewhere deep down in my sub-conscious

I've always hoped to begin anew.

ahh but that's of course impossible.

and there's one thing I've always wanted to know:

why is human nature so incomprehensible?

Today was yet another ordinary day.

meet my new friend(:
MR RED BLOOD CELL!

2006-07-24T20:57:00.000-07:00

i cant wait for the real thing.

does this look familiar quincy kwek?

2006-07-24T19:53:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you wouldn't care what happened to the world as long as it doesn't concern you.
Sometimes you'd just hope for night to stay forever.
Sometimes you realized you've lost direction in life.
Sometimes running away is just what you desire.
Sometimes you're psychotic and just weird.
Sometimes being a perfectionist is the last thing you'd want to be.
Sometimes you're just tired about everything.

Haven't you, haven't you felt like this before ; somehow, sometimes, somewhere in this life of yours?

2006-07-21T19:50:00.000-07:00

A word of encouragement besides being music to the ears,
can brighten up someone's day.
A touch of hope. A touch of faith.
but after some careful thought,
your world gradually became overcast.
for it dawned upon you that it isn't easy.

No. Not at all.
and as you delved deep into your mind
searching for the right place in your heart,
that keeps you going on.
to keep on fighting.
pondering over why you've lost your way.
you realized you don't know what is wrong or right anymore.

ah love.

that hateful word.

to end off with an even more depressing note,

my roses died.

2006-07-20T17:13:00.000-07:00

I have a problem.
and I'm panicking.
for my roses are dying.

I'm a lousy bio student.

'you are the bio rep!'
ah shut up inner voice.
go haunt somebody else's mind.

i love today's english lesson :D

Wherever You Will Go by The calling.

So lately,
I've been wondering,
Who will be there to take my place.
When I'm gone, you'll need love.
To light the shadows on your face.
If a great wave shall fall,
It would fall upon us all.
And between the sand and stone,
Could you make it on your own.

[chorus:]
If I could, then I would.
I'll go wherever you will go.
Way up high or down low.
I'll go wherever you will go.

And maybe, I'll find out,
The way to make it back someday.
To watch you, to guide you.
Through the darkest of your days.
If a great wave shall fall,
It would fall upon us all.
Well I hope there's someone out there,
Who can bring me back to you.

[chorus:]
If I could, then I would.
I'll go wherever you will go.
Way up high or down low.
I'll go wherever you will go.

Runaway with my heart.
Runaway with my hope.
Runaway with my love.

I know now, just quite how.
My life and love might still go on.
In your heart and your mind,
I'll stay with you for all of time.

[chorus:]
If I could, then I would.
I'll go wherever you will go.
Way up high or down low.
I'll go wherever you will go.

If I could turn back time.
I'll go wherever you will go.
If I could make you mine.
I'll go wherever you will go.

i'm in love.
big ,big love(:

2006-07-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

once upon a time ,
there lived this mentally declined student named er,
lets just call him A(:
one day, A had a bio test.
naturally he didn't study for it,
cause he was too busy trying to figure out
why a caterpillar can turn into a butterfly.
yes, so he sat for the test unprepared,
and he realised that most of the questions
he did not know had something to do with the human body.
namely, the blood circulatory system.
so as he sat there thinking,
almost pulling out his hair(literally) in fustration,
A suddenly thought of a grue~~awe~~some idea.
he reached into his pencil case and took out... ...
a penknife.
and then.
and then.
and then.
he started 'dissecting' himself .(wrist/arm, etc.)
but obviously he cant see much with his naked eye
as e.g. red blood cells, valves,

white blood cells, capillaries are MICROSCOPIC.
but as he was mentally declined,
A didn't know.
so he kept on slicing.
deep.
soon or rather finally,
the teacher spotted the pool of blood
on A's table.
she then marched over hastily.
'WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU"RE DOING YOUNG MAN?"

the teacher screeched.

A looked at the teacher innocently and said:

"I'm discovering myself mam! Aren't you proud of me?'

the teacher stared at him, transfixed.

and screeched again:

" YOUNG MAN ,YOU ARE CHEATING!"

and without another word ,

marched A off to the principal's office

where he was expelled two minutes after.

BUT.

he was immediately 'enrolled' into another place.

the IMH.

where he lived happily ever after! :D

okay I thought of this story on the bus.

the last part was mean I know.

so much for being sane, yanying.

'Cause I miss you,

body and soul so strong

that it takes my breath away.

And I breathe you into my heart

and pray for the strength to stand today.

because i love you.

2006-07-14T20:53:00.000-07:00

"its sth called love yanying"
quoted from adeline.(:
she talking about me, not herself(:

five times eye contact.
and counting. :D
JIANI! IAMSAD ):
haha inside joke.

you've no bad intentions
but without a care,
without a thought,
you left me all done in.
burnt, charred, singed.

2006-07-08T16:20:00.000-07:00

It's a sign of the times.

I know there's a reason for doubt,

for it had been really long since then.

And though we could have made it last,

we both know we have to do more than that.

I just hope you're happy now.

'What is this life if, full of care

We have no time to stand and stir?'

2006-07-05T20:42:00.000-07:00

Running through the field,
spinning round and round,

grasses in my eyes,

the wind in my hair,

then grasses, green, green, green.

Lying on the field ,

turning over and over,

sky in my eyes,

the flowers all around,

then sky, blue, blue, blue.

The clouds high up above,

floating towards their end.

i want to follow along,

fly where they fly,

drift where they drift.

i saw a hot pink van on my way home today!

sexay.

2006-07-01T21:09:00.000-07:00

Pamela said she seldom see me smile nowadays.

not to her anyway.

(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

THERE! :D

we used to play,

upon the morning sunshine rays,

ignoring the calls, of the loud noisy jay.

evenings we spent together ,watching the sunset, at the bay.

you've once said to me: "without you,my world would be grey,

just one smile from you makes me happy and gay"

and on the day you went away,

'smile for me' was all you could say.

now on my table a wilted rose lays,

to remind me of you every single day.

2006-06-28T04:42:00.000-07:00

O woe is the day

when butterflies no longer take flight,

the sun is in the hide,

fireflies do not appear in the night,
and the stars stop shining bright.

How brief is life, O' how filled with pain!

2006-06-26T19:32:00.000-07:00

dark not bright.

black not white.

bitter not sweet.

slow not quick.

2006-06-25T21:43:00.000-07:00

I SURVIVED(:

i appreciate bathing like so so much more now!

and i LOVE hot milo(:

oh i think amira is super funny :D

Where is your star?

Is it far, is it far?

When do we leave?

I believe, oh yes, I believe.

2006-06-16T23:57:00.000-07:00

lying as though abandoned in a corner

now looked down upon

for its glorious day was over.

the fruit of many months weeks and days

a not so perfect masterpiece was born.

its once shining armour protected it rain or shine.

Alas! now long gone. gone.

and only the kind dust lingered.

O' there were much more worse to come!

trampled upon and torn apart were to be its downfall.

a sorry mess evolved;glamour,honour it lost it all.

in a sad state.

no more. no more.

a tragic end it had.oh yes a tragic end indeed.

I still remember the world,

From the eyes of a child

Slowly those feelings

Were clouded by what I know now.

2006-05-29T12:21:00.000-07:00

looking back at those
very few pictures we once took,
and i really mean very few,
i miss that innocent smile,
that forced out dimple.
your infectious laughter,
and those big eyes you're proud of.
'where did they all go?'
i often ask myself.
we're not strangers now,
jus friends of few words.

i remember how you used to like my jokes,
and we'll always be laughing crazily
at a table in macdonalds
when we're supposed to be studying.
i remember how you used to love
to scribble loads of things in
others notebooks,textbooks and foolscap pad .
but we just could not
bring ourselves to be angry with you.
i remember how you used to like
taking lots of photos with my phone
and giving me a hard time deleting them afterwards.
but i dont mind. i dont mind at all.
i remember every morning after flag raising,
you'll wait for me and
we'll walk back to class together.

i remember you used to sms me whenever you're angry and need a listening ear.

or when you were just plain bored.

that was back then.

jessica shen once told me this :

' you know it's sad that good friends

become strangers and they

dont confide in each other anymore.'

yeah some may say :

' the world changes, people change too'

i agree.

its been half a year.

this much i admit-

i miss you.

2006-05-27T23:10:00.000-07:00

Pamela is leaving for thailand later.

and i just smsed her to have a safe trip

and to buy ME a souvenir(:

but you know what she replied?

"haha i buy water buffalo for you , you go plant rice"

HAHA.

MEAN PAMELA (X

2006-05-26T20:16:00.000-07:00

standing alone in the crowd,

she watched others going by with a blur.

all she could hear were

merry voices and laughter

all around.

she forced a smile.

'why?' she wondered.

scanning the crowd,

she hoped for that special someone

to give her the care and love she wants.

but none came forward.

maybe it was the dim streetlights.

or maybe no one cared at all.

but nobody saw the tinge of sadness in her smile.

and the look of pleading in her eyes.

miserable, she turned around and

walked swiftly into the crowd,

trying to block out

the feeling of helplesness that had began to set in.

and then without warning,

she tripped.

and fell to her knees.

maybe, it was the cracked pavement .

or maybe it was just a rock.

she couldnt see what it was.

but it wasnt because of the dim streetlights.

it was her misty eyes.

2006-05-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

today was a fun day!
best practice day activities in the morning

and cleaned/packed the guides lounge after school.

(:
its been very long since i last 'made' a fire.
the last time was oac.
but we used matches this time.

the heat,the smoke,the pangs and kindlings.

miss them(:

went to clear the lounge after school.
super dusty!
found out some weird stuff:

-spiders.
-two rotting feather dusters.

-one big packet of gel that had hardened.

-many bottles of paint that had dried up.
-two dead flies.
and many more.
can't remember.

the feather dusters were the most disgusting.
but we still cleaned up anyway.

and now we're(charis,sandra biru,quincy,me)

so proud of ourselves!

at least its more spacious now
and we labelled almost everything.

and the once dusty cupboard

is not dusty anymore!
(:

choosing of ndp squad tmr!
wish me luck!
(:

Show me what it's like

To be the last one standing

And teach me wrong from right

And I'll show you what I can be

Say it for me

Say it to me

And I'll leave this life behind me

Say it if it's worth saving me.

2006-05-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

Sometimes love can hit you every day.

But only one can really make me stay(:

2006-05-13T00:58:00.000-07:00

It's 'amazing' how insensitive people can get.

smile ,yanying ,smile.

2006-05-05T04:19:00.000-07:00

ROMEO AND JULIET

-ACT ONE ,SCENE FIVE

If i profane with my unworthiest hand

This holy shrine, the gentle sin is this:

My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready stand

To smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss.

2006-05-03T03:44:00.000-07:00

had footdrills today!
one word: SCARY.

haha(:

there's english lesson tomorrow!
Romeo and Juliet!

the charming romeo<3

you ain't nothin' but a heartache.

2006-05-02T02:46:00.000-07:00

SHAKESPEARE IN LOVE(:

He's fought and he's fallen

He's on his knees before he's on his feet

A sinister romantic

Oh, he's about to be

and she's about to see.

Teachin' torches to burn bright

She's hanging on the cheek of night

A snowy dove trooping with crows

He never saw true beauty till tonight.

She'll take him to the brink of deliverance

Show him that much

Oh, don't you know it

So he falls in love to feel that he's falling

She'll let him know his heart

Oh, don't you know it

That's Shakespeare in love .

He's fought and he's fallen

He's on his knees before he's on his feet

A glittery romantic

Oh, he's about to be

and she's about to see.

His bounty's boundless like the sea

His love is endless, just as deep

The more he gives the more he has

`Cause both of them are truly infinite.

She'll take him to the brink of deliverance

Show him that much

Oh, don't you know it

So he falls in love to feel that he's falling

She'll let him know his heart

Oh, don't you know it

That's Shakespeare in love.

A sinister romantic

He's on his knees before he's on his feet.

She'll take him to the brink of deliverance

Show him that much

Oh, don't you know it

So he falls in love to feel that he's falling

She'll let him know his heart

Oh, don't you know it

That's Shakespeare in love

That's Shakespeare in love.<3

2006-05-02T02:44:00.000-07:00

MAKE BELIEVE.

2006-01-21T03:47:00.000-08:00

i am super bored.

and pamela wont entertain me):

then that jessica high for no reason.

crazy woman.

hahahahaahah.

jessica's 'new' brother is called SHEN JING BING.

hahahhahaha.

~~i guess i'll have to leave everything to fate now~~

2006-01-15T03:37:00.000-08:00

THAKYOU BIRU

FOR EVERYTHING.
SORRY I GAVE U SO MUCH TROUBLE ON SAT X))

2006-01-13T04:51:00.000-08:00

i am not stressed la.

really.

i must learn to love sleeping late.

i must learn to love doing proposals.

i must learn to love doing home work, especially math.

i must learn to love meeting deadlines.

i must learn to love things that dont go the way i want them to be.

how i wish that some campfires are coming up.

i jus want to scream my lungs out.

that'll be nice.

I heard the reverberating footsteps

sinking up to the beating of my heart,

and I was positive that unless I got myself together,

I would watch me fall apart.

And I think that I'm not any good at all.

And sometimes I wonder why,

why I'm even here at all.

2005-12-28T01:53:00.000-08:00

ON HIATUS!
BYEEE(:

2005-12-23T03:03:00.000-08:00

LALALAS!

going anger's house for countdown tml!

with biru and adeline!

MERRY CHRISTMAS in advance then!
hohohohos!
remember to jingle some bells

and do some mistletoe kissing!

2005-12-12T02:41:00.000-08:00

it was kathleen's birthday yesterday!

the day before yesterday,

she told me she was so excited and high.

hohohos.
so we went palawan beach ystd.

maluated ourselves by staring

at a group of ppl swimming when we reached,

and they stared back at us.

they must be thinking we're mad.

X))

walked ard and played in the water.

kath kong saw her senior.

then while we were strolling on the beach

she kept complaining the sand was dirty.

hahahahaha.

had lunch and jus sat on the beach to suntan.

tracy loves the sea so much

she went to swim by herself

even though we didnt accompany her.

then we lied on the 'mat' kathleen brought.

back faced up.

we must have looked like idiots.

four people lying on one small 'mat'
(we squeezed!)
and two were singing campfire songs.

me and vicki!

wahahahas.

all of us wanted to get tanned more quickly

so we sprayed alot of suntan lotion.

we sprayed so much the

bottle full of suntan lotion was almost finished.

and we keep getting sand on our legs and hands.
the suntan lotion is oily la.
oily lotion+sand=disgusting.

haha(:

then when we went to wash up before leaving,

the sand and lotion wont come off.

and we left the beach sandy,oily and sticky.

xP.

went harbourfront centre to buy kathleen's cake.

she didnt want one

but we jus bought a small one for her.

actually it was for tracy,vicki and kath kong

so i paid.

went to macs to share the cake.

sat at one corner and tried not to be so obvious.

hohohos.

went home after tat.

kathleen kong said it was the most meaningful birthday she ever had!

woots!

2005-12-09T06:58:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA I JUS SAW A SUPER DUPER UNGLAM PIC OF TRACY~~POO~~FOO ON HER SIS'S BLOG!
HAHAHAAHHAHA I AM SO AMAZED+AMUSED!!
THE TRACY THAT I KNOW WHO KEPT LOOKING INTO THE SMALL MIRROR VICKI KEEPS IN HER PENCIL CASE DURING LESSONS ACTUALLY CAN LOOK SO UNGLAM!
WAHAHAHAHAAHS!
TO TRACY~~POO~~FOO:
GIRL AH! U ARE SO HILARIOUS !!!!
LOVELOVES!

2005-12-09T05:06:00.000-08:00

lalalas!
had thinking day meeting and recep meeting ystd.
went early to get sth from biru.

biru rocks la x)).

hohohos so went up to the guides lounge at 9.
sze hong was very late!

then we waited for her

so we started late .

~~we are nice ppl!~~
yup so chose the song

and we did some dance steps.
(:

had recep meeting after tat.

i think it was the best recep meeting

so far during this hols.
x)).

although syafiqah wasnt present

but nicenice germaine stayed to help us!

and germaine made my day yesterday!
she said: ______
nvm i shant type down what she've said.
ltr ppl say i'm ego.
X)

OH and i hereby announce tat we are of royalty!

jiani- DRAWING QUEEN
angela-COMPLAIN QUEEN

haha .

she had comments on almost everything ok!
while we were painting

she complained that the palette was too far from her

and she had to stretch to reach it.

then she kept talking non stop and

she also kept bullying jiani!

wahahahahas.

jiejia+germaine- 'AIYO'QUEENS
cause they 'aiyo-ed' at angela's complaints and actions!
me+quincy- GOSSIP QUEENS

quincy kwek!

i am kinda pro when it comes to 'this' type of thing ok!

wahahahas
(:

and i am also pleased to say

we finally ~~did~~ finished sth!

and it was so pretty!
wanted to ~~whip out my hp and~~

snap a picture of it

~~but my hp camera isnt sharp~~

but nobody brought a digi camera.
):
NVM! jiejia/angela said they'll bring theirs next time!
yayee!

TRALALALALAS!
HAPPY FRIENDS!

HAPPY DAY!

P.S. - JESSICA SHEN! U BETTER NOT PANG SEHH ME!!!

2005-12-02T02:07:00.000-08:00

new tagboard!
woots.
(:

2005-11-28T22:51:00.000-08:00

Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call

Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Time goes by so slowly for those who wait
No time to hesitate
Those who run seem to have all the fun
I'm caught up
I don't know what to do

Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
I don't know what to do

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you

Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Ring ring ring goes the telephone
The lights are on
but there's no-one home
Tick tick tock it's a quarter to two
And I'm done
I'm hanging up on you

I can't keep on waiting for you
I know that you're still hesitating
Don't cry for me
'cause I'll find my way
you'll wake up one day
but it'll be too late

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you.

my computer is lagging.
sheesh.

2005-11-28T18:33:00.000-08:00

KATHLEEN KONG
IS SO ~~NOT~~ IDIOTIC!

2005-11-24T02:02:00.000-08:00

great.

its 1.38am now and
i have nth to do

so i've decided to update again.

At this time in the morning,
i know it sounds a bit crazy,
but i want chocolates!
and hot water cause i'm cold.

but i ate my last bit of TWIX an hour ago.

):
i'm hungry laas.

i can make toast.
but too troublesome.

and i cant seem to keep hot water hot

for more than 15 min!

and i have to go refill a new cup of hot water

every 20 min or so.
arrghh.

WAIT..........
i think i'm retarded...........
how can hot water in a porcelain cup

stay hot for long when exposed to a cold surrounding?
for example - an air-conditioned room?

although the air conditioner is set to be 27degreecelcius

i'm freezing cold

so how can a cup of hot water stay warm for long?

OH GOSH.

I AM RETARDED.
):

hmmm.
want to see sth even more retarded?

- tracy says:
miielurrvejunnyangg!
- tracy says:
i lurbbe euux!
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
eeew la!
- tracy says:
euu arrre wibb miie forrebbea
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
STOPPPPPPPP!
- tracy says:
muahhxzxz!
- tracy says:
woo aii nii 1314.
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
IT IS SO DISGUSTING LA!
- tracy says:
like super duh?
- tracy says:
can euu donch biie sho meannx?
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
STOPPPP!
- tracy says:
whyye izzit sho dishhgusstingg?
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
.............
- tracy says:
miiie donch underrstand lehhz
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
EEEW LA!
- tracy says:

XD
- tracy says:
jiiemeiis yii beii zii!
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
stop!
- tracy says:
stopped.
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
GOOD

*note to tracy: above conver slightly edited.slightly only.(:

2005-11-24T01:09:00.000-08:00

ALLELUIA!

my bro's not coming back today and tmr!
my dad told me jus now

when i came back from the SANA course
and i grinned my way through dinner.
X))

yes spastic i know.
hohos.
now i can use the computer whenever i want to!
stay online till midnight!
or even the wee hours in the morning!
woots.
last week when my bro went to his friend's house

for the night ,
i stayed online till 3AM!
dont ask me what i'm doing online till so late.
i dont know either.
jus surfing the net

and entertained myself with neopets

i suppose.

hohohos.

talking to tracy~~boo~~foo online now.
i'm irritating her

and she's irritating me.
(:
i jus cant understand this girl
although i've been her table partner for about 2years.
~~i'm a failure!~~

`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
sian!
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
TALK TO ME!
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
TELL ME JOKES!
- tracy says:
haha
- tracy says:
JOKES!hahahahahha! so funny! so funny!
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
..........
- tracy says:
ok...
- tracy says:
yi ge ren,zou lu .. zou zou zou zou zou.... SI DIAO.

(a person walked... and walked and walked and walked and walked .......and DIED)
- tracy says:
as in . die.
- tracy says:
funny?
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
HAHA!
- tracy says:
haha. i think its one of the best jokes in the world. HONEST.

ya right! best joke in the world!

ok here's another part .

`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
I THINK U'RE CIAO
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
***SIAO
- tracy says:
ciao?
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
not ciao. siao.HAHAHAHAAA
- tracy says:
haha i know you meant chio.
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
.....................
- tracy says:
dont deny it!
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
............
- tracy says:
sighs.
- tracy says:
stop living in self denial.
- tracy says:
its unhealthy!XD
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
..................
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
god save me from this crazy woman
- tracy says:
and this one im talking to also, AMEN.
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
- tracy says:
-bows.
`YANYING(: - heaven's gateway ; says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dunno how i survived the past 2 years.

2005-11-19T17:31:00.000-08:00

bwahhlalalas.
i'm bored at home!

so jealous of my bro.
now that olevels ended,

he can enjoy himself for the next few months.
bahhs.
ytd after his last paper
he came home immediately,
took a bath and a short nap
and went to stay at his friend's house for the night.
then this morning he came back

for about 2.5 hours

and went over to his friend's house again.
most prolly he's not coming back today.
then next week he'll be off to his class chalet

and not coming back for about 3-4 days.

LUCKY GUY

-sticks out tongue-

blehhhs.

hmmm so here i am blogging

and entertaining myself with ~~cute animals~~ neopets.
YES NEOPETS.

dont laugh and point at the screen shouting
'NEOPETS??!?! HARHARHAR!!'
for your information

i'm a MILLIONAIRE in neopets.

(dont go 'WHOAAA" or the mosquito flying around your left ear now
will most probably zoom in front and into your open mouth)
shan't say more

later my neopets account kena hacked.

oh and all that i've achieved/got/earned in neopets

are with lots of help from

TRACY~~BOO~~FOO.

hohohos.

speaking of tracy~~boo~~foo,
her birthday's in 3 days!
and she's not replying my smses cuz i think

she exceeded both her hp and her mom's hp's sms limit.

and also she's not replying online

cuz apparently she's always mapling.
TRACYBOO~~FOO~~ U GOOD AH!
SHANT GET YOUR PRESENT!!
LALALALAS~!

oh and yst went to ps to catch harrypotter4

with denise and jessica.

don really like the movie.
ALOT of parts were left out
and ALOT of ~~small~~ details were changed.
like dobby was supposed to give harrypotter

the gillyweed for the 2nd task

but it was neville who gave it to him.

and also during the 3rd task which was the maze,
weird creatures were supposed to be in the maze

and the champions have to fight them.
but there were jus the tall hedges

swaying violently and closing in on the champions.
yes i know there's not enough time.
but well there were a few extra-ed scences

like myrtle flirting with harry in the bathroom.
hohohos.
but ron was hilarious as usual.
(:

so long then.
i'm off ~~mapling~~ neopets-ing!

2005-11-18T17:44:00.000-08:00

LADEEDAHHH`
IAMLAZYTOBLOG.
x))

2005-11-09T15:33:00.000-08:00

off to chalet later!
3days 2nights!
bye ppl!
*waves*
(:

2005-10-28T23:51:00.000-07:00

Is everybody going crazy.

Is anybody gonna save me.

Can anybody tell me what's going on.

Tell me what’s going on.

If you open your eyes.

You'll see that something is wrong.

2005-10-28T23:38:00.000-07:00

last day of sch.
different classes.
different teachers.
different classroom.
some are even leaving for ip.

like the wonderful yiling.
):

had a farewell ceremony for miss leong.

touching.
she cried and cried.

and the ppt was too much,
i couldnt control anymore.

miss leong we'll always miss you.

2cee.
took lotsa photos.
got our class tee.
we all wore it and took photos with mr tay.
we gave him our class tee too.
(:
mumu rocks.
she took the trouble to make those

small paper bags and stuff them with sweets.

even though 2c always gave her a lot of trouble.
and we wouldnt keep our voices down during free periods.
yiling cried like nobody's business.
nvm we shall meet again.
at chalet.
hahahaha.

thinking back now.
2c's a great class.

i'll miss the fond memories we've shared.

and although we were bad sometimes,
miss wan neva gave up on us.
thankyou miss wan(:
i'll miss yiling's naggings and her some very enriching talks.
i'll miss mumu shouting to us to hand in forms.
i'll miss the usual shushing by syikin/vicki.
i'll miss filzah answering all the questions.
i'll miss michelle's cuteness.
i'll miss lydia liao and jessica laughing crazily together.
i'll miss mad kathleen, vain tracy and wonderful vicki.
i'll miss you 2c.

i already am.

help somebody.
help.

2005-10-26T18:10:00.000-07:00

woohoos.

i scraped my left knee!

haha.

actually its nth to be joyous about la.

having 2 scarred knees.

scraped my right knee last year

during guides when we went to macritchie.

was jus walkiing, then........

i fell.

triped over tree roots.

hahahaha.

got scar la.

then today,

scraped my left knee during the

captains ball game with red cross.

think will have scar too.

and i played like for only 5 min!

oh and red cross won.

but guides won the first 2 rounds.

they caught up during the last round.

hahahaha.

it was fun.

haven't cheered in a long time.

oh yes.

jessica rocks.

for today only.

hahahahaha.

love ya truckloads always!
<3

2005-10-25T18:10:00.000-07:00

bwahhs!
miss susan leong is leaving.

miss joan chia is leaving.

miss lavina is leaving.

miss agnes ng is leaving.
and goodness know who else.
very sad can.
boos.

double boos.

triple boos.

EMCEE AUDITIONS

three words:

I MALUATED MYSELF.

in front of * some more.

great.

jus great.

2005-10-24T18:14:00.000-07:00

i came across this story on the internet.

i jus have to post it up here(:

here goes:

He almost didn't see the old lady,

stranded on the side of the road.

But even in the dim light of day,

he could see she needed help.

So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out.

And when he approached her,

even with the smile on his face,

she was worried.

No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so... was he going to hurt her?

She didn't look safe,

she looked poor and hungry.

He could see that she was frightened,

standing out there in the cold.

He knew how she felt.

It was that chill which only fear can put in you.

He said, I'm here to help you ma'am.

Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm?

By the way, my name is Bryan."

Well, all she had was a flat tire,

but for an old lady, that was bad enough.

Bryan crawled under the car

looking for a place to put the jack,

skinning his knuckles a time or two.

Soon he was able to change the tire.

But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.

As he was tightening up the lug nuts,

she rolled down the window and began to talk to him.

She told him that she was from St. Louis

and was only just passing through.

She couldn't thank him enough for coming to her aid.

Bryan just smiled as he closed her trunk.

She asked him how much she owed him.

Any amount would have been all right with her.

She already imagined all the awful things

that could have happened had he not stopped.

Bryan never thought twice about the money.

This was not a job to him.

This was helping someone in need,

and God knows there were plenty

who had given him a hand in the past.

He had lived his whole life that way,

and it never occurred to him to act any other way.

He told her that if she really wanted to pay him back,

the next time she saw someone who needed help,

she could give that person the assistance they needed,

and Bryan added, "... and think of me."

He waited until she started her car and drove off.

It had been a cold and depressing day,

but he felt good as he headed for home,

disappearing into the twilight.

A few miles down the road the old lady saw a small cafe.

She went in to grab a bite ,

and take the chill off before she made her trip home.

It was a dingy looking restaurant.

Outside were two old gas pumps.

The cash register was like

an out of order telephone- it didn't ring much.

Her waitress came over

and brought a clean towel to wipe her wet hair.

She had a sweet smile,

one that even being on her feet

for the whole day couldn't erase.

The lady noticed the waitress was nearly eight months pregnant,

but she never let the strain

and aches change her attitude.

The old lady wondered how someone who had so little

could be so giving to a stranger.

Then she remembered Bryan.

After the lady finished her meal,

and the waitress went to get change

for her hundred-dollar bill,

the lady slipped right out the door.

She was gone by the time the waitress came back.

The waitress wondered where the lady could be,

and then she noticed something written

on the napkin under which were four $100 bills.

There were tears in her eyes

when she read what the lady wrote:

"You don't owe me anything,

I have been there too.

Somebody once helped me out,

the way I'm helping you.

If you really want to pay me back,

here is what you do:

Do not let this act of love end with you."

Well, there were tables to clear,

sugar bowls to fill,

and people to serve,

but the waitress made it through another day.

That night when she got home from work

and climbed into bed,

she was thinking about the money

and what the lady had written.

How could the lady have known

how much she and her husband needed it?

With the baby due next month,

it was going to be hard.

She knew how worried her husband was,

and as he lay sleeping next to her,

she gave him a soft kiss

and whispered soft and low,

"Everything's gonna be all right; I love you, Bryan."

2005-10-20T18:39:00.000-07:00

crap laa.
got back all the results this week.
so ~~dammit~~ lousy can.
all 60++.
except hist 50++.
wad the freaking hell.
math was the most disappointing .
kathleen kong! i'm jealous la!
):
i haven't told my mom any marks yet.
boos.

then ytd sec2s were given the option form.
hmmm much more options to choose.
i'm still debating whether to take bio or physics.
haiz nvm ltr go 'tikam'(is tat how its spelled?)
wahahahas.

and it seems like nobody wants to go trip sci leii.
then those smart ones want to go double sci

and 'fight' with those whose results are not so good.
arrgh.
oh and the teachers said need parents' signature.
i wasnt intending to show my parents the form lo.

wad the.
double boos.

then today we had to do some english test

for some survey thingy la.
our class and i think another 2 or 3 classes were chosen.
so lucky.
hahaha.

difficult can.
just anyhow do.
for the comprehension they gave like 10 lines for the answer
i only wrote 4 lines.
hahahaha.

played uno in class after tat.
michelle kept losing!
hahahaha.
and she used sb's track pants as jacket.
hohohos.

oh yes jus now when walking home
i caused jessica's neck to be smeared with ice cream!

woohoos!
chocolate flavour.
hahahaha.
cuz she and tat tracy foo kept imitating the things i've said

and the way i speak.
kathleen kong too.

you all like my voice say la!

hahahaha
hiak hiak hiak!
i' m going to get my revenge!
kathleen kong and tracy foo your are next!

watch out!

victory is mine!
hahahahaha you all ah no originality!

hahahahaha.

2005-10-14T13:35:00.000-07:00

ok the previous post was stupid and pointless.
boos.
):

2005-10-13T20:20:00.000-07:00

VICKI HAS TURNED INTO A PARROT!
VICKY HAD TURNED INTO A PARROT! *SQWUAK SQUWAK!*

THERE SHE GOES!

THERE SHE GOES!*SQUWAK*

OH MAN!

OH MAN! *SQUWAK SQUWAK!*

OH THIS IS SO LAME!

SO LAME! *SQUWAK SQUWAK!*

-YANYING RUNS AWAY!-

2005-10-13T19:57:00.000-07:00

woots.
went out with jessica and tracy today.
met up with jessica at kovan mrt.
saw michelle there .
she was so funny.
got out at kovan mrt,

but then she said since she also going ps ltr so she went with us.
hahahaha she's so cute
then tracy was late so we pei michelle have lunch.
so poor thing la she.
all her friends pang sehh her.
then she had to hold her kfc fried chicken in one hand

and hold her phone in the other.

and with her mouth full she tried to scold her friends
hahahahaha
(:

then tracy arrived jus in time for the movie

and michelle's friends joining her.
so michelle had to wait alone.
poor michelle(:
yup so we watched skeleton key.
it was lame.

seriously.
and the title 'the skeleton key'
wasnt very much related to the whole story.
sheesh.
shouldnt have watched it.
):

hahhs but wadeva.
walked around after tat.

tat jessica choke on her own saliva and kept coughing.
then ppl around were staring at us.
see jessica ! you always malu me when we go out.
hahahahah
(:

after tat tracy went to play ball
and me and jessica went home.
i bought sth today!
yeeps!
hohohos.

2005-10-12T12:57:00.000-07:00

WOOHOOO!
THERE'S CHALET!
TRALALALALAS!

yiling rocks!
yiling's aunt rocks!

hahahaha.

2005-10-12T12:10:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
lalalala.
i've been waiting for this day to come for ages.
went to town with micelle yi ou quincy jessica kathleen vicky and tracy

after geog paper yest.
caught the 12.15pm 'tim burton's corpse bride'
it was kinda ok i guess(:
but its quite touching towards the end of the show.
notbadnotbad*

went shopping afterwards.

walked around.
kathleen was bored.
so she entertained herself by laughing at weird ppl.
haha(:
oh and we brought quite a lot of money .
but we didnt buy a single thing!

although we did see some things we like.
and now me and vicki regetted not buying.
hahahaha.

went to orchard library afterwards.

not to study!goodnessno!

i'm sick of textbooks and stuff(:

hahax so yeah borrowed some novels.

if not duno what i'm going to do when i'm bored.
now tat there's no need to STUDY!
CANTBELIEVEEXAMSAREOVER!
(:

2005-09-12T15:36:00.000-07:00

KATHLEEN KONG! I WANT TO WALK IN THE RAIN AGAIN!
(:

hmmm got back math test and progress report today.
don dare to show my mum both.
although i passed everything but its not good at all.
and that horrible math common test.
so many careless mistakes.
denise got 1/2 mark more then me!
hmmphs.
haha wadeva shall go read my chinese book now.
lalas
(:

stop gloating will you.
i'm not cold blooded.
how would you feel if you were in my shoes?
arrghh.
jus-stop it.

2005-09-07T14:21:00.000-07:00

2 yanyan double cream snack.
1boxpocky starwberry flavour.
1bar snickers almond bar.
1halfemptycan pringles sourcream flavour.
1largebag ruffles barbecued flavour.
1carton 1litre applejuice.

HAHA.
all these can only last me till tml!
snack on all these while doing hw.
oops.
hope i don gain too much weight
(:

back to the books!
eeeks.
XP.

2005-09-02T17:32:00.000-07:00

TML'S VICKII'S DAY!
(:

2005-08-30T18:51:00.000-07:00

OOHLALAS.
finally have the time to update !
been busy these 2 days.
haha
(:

saturday

went anger's house to celebrate her bday.
actually it was on sun.
but there's sch the next day,
so ya.
haha.

went with denise.
we reached like 1hr late.
teehees.
but biru was the latest.

ya so bbq-ed at her house.

actually we werent really bbq-ing.
we jus sat there and wait for the food to come.
teehees.
took pictures.talked.crapped.gossiped.
hahahaha
it was FUN.
(:
yup then after bbq-ing came the cake.
2kg cake from jack's place.
nicenicenice*
(:

lalalas
then most of the time we crowded ard huiyen's hp
and talked to her(1).
teehees
su and anger were so happy.
pity it wasnt her(2).
):
haha.
ok so ya then charis and denise left .
so left ME ANGER SUANN BIRU HUIYEN VERENA AND KEET YENG.
(:

we continued talking and listening to her(1).
then we persuaded huiyen to stay overnight.
yayy!*

(:
hahahaha went up to anger's kor room.
it was bigger.
hahax.
then used the laptop and jus lazed ard.
huiyen tied the stuffed snake the sec3's gave anger
into a guides scarf.
damn funny.
hahahahaha
(:
then verena said its not good to be awake at 3.33am.
so huiyen said we all shall go to sleep at 3.32am
and wake up at 3.34.
hahahah so we did.
but i was too tired to get up liao.
so jus slept on.
i was the 2nd person to fall asleep.
teehees.

woke up at about 8am next morn.
darn tired.
and the last person who slept neva off the music.
and it was so loud.
wake us from our sleep.
hahahaha.
chatted again during breakfast .
anger's mom's nice
(:
went to pack our stuff then went home.
verena and biru were late for their tuition.
hahax.
i took 1hr and 2o min thereabouts to reach home!
but it was worth it.
(:
THANKYOU ANGER.
hahahahaha i wanna go your hse stay again during the hols!

2005-08-24T18:33:00.000-07:00

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared.
In the years to co-ome
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regret.

Nothing lasts forever though you want it to.
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you.

Sometimes goodbye
‘though it hurts in your heart
is the only way for destiny.
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me.
Though it’s the hardest thing to say
I’ll miss your love in every way.
So say goodbye
Oh don’t you cry
‘cause true love never dies.

In a year from now
Maybe there’ll be things
We’ll wish we’d never said.
In a year from no-ow
Maybe we’ll see eachother,
standing on the same street corner,
no regrets.

Each and every end is always
written in the stars.
If only I could stop the world
I’d make this last.

Sometimes goodbye
‘though it hurts in your heart
is the only way for destiny.
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me.
Though it’s the hardest thing to say
I’ll miss your love in every way.
So say goodbye
but don’t you cry
‘cause true love never dies.

And when you need my arms to run into
I’ll come for you.
Nothing will ever change the way I feel.

Sometimes goodbye
‘though it hurts in your heart
is the only way for destiny.
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts
is the only way now for you and me.
Though it’s the hardest thing to say
I’ll miss your love in every way.
So say goodbye
but don’t you cry
'cause true love –never- dies.

~~imissthesec4s.~~
):

2005-08-22T19:39:00.000-07:00

everything's gone wrong.

so wrong.

i cant deny.

i cant hide.
i jus wanna scream out

my desperation.

my pain.

i'm pathetic.

and i pray for the day when all this ends.
where my soul will be released

from all this agony.

2005-08-16T19:06:00.000-07:00

TANTRUMS.

dumdadumdums.

2005-08-13T12:57:00.000-07:00

ANGER ANG!!!
GET WELL SOON!!!
x)).
wahahahahahas.

2005-08-13T12:56:00.000-07:00

boos
our class got a big thrashing from miss lavina ytd.
cuz we didnt do well for our lit.
):
i just passed.

which i think was very lucky since i wrote out of point
for the last ques.
(:
somebody sitting beside me got like 15?!?!
and she said its not good.
like hello?

i had never gotten higher then 15 for any lit test.
serious.
hahaha.
but well TRACY'S lit is GOOD.
cant blame her.
hohohos .
(:

adeline was the funniest.
the teacher wrote no.no.no.
3 nos on different places on her last ques ans.
so damn hilarious la.
hahahaha.
i'm happy i passed!

lalalas
got guides after sch.
was quite fun la.
hahaha.

-one more week...-
):

2005-08-08T17:55:00.000-07:00

~~so tell me.~~

wad exactly do you want?
you only know two words:i dunno.
oh please.
you enjoy this dont you?
it seems like you're oh so popular

when in fact you're not.

~~and going around calling out to others~~

acting like you know them very well.
i'm DISGUSTED by you.

~~you jus dont change do you?~~

~~i'm sick and tired of everything you've said.~~

~~your excuses.~~

your lies.
you have reasons for everything.
and only you can don reply to others.
when others don reply

~~you kick up a fuss.~~

get a life you hypocrite.

seriously i don care whether you have the chance to read this
but i certainly hope you do.

~~and if u really read this~~

this is what i think of you.
to me,
you're smaller then a speck of dust.
much much much smaller.

~~a nobody.~~

and if i really do know you,
what i guess is you'll be laughing at wad i've said.
but wad i wanna say to you is :

go reflect.

and you jolly well do it.

2005-08-05T19:52:00.000-07:00

I'M CARAMEL NUT
+

PINK PIG!
(:

jessica's BLUE PIG.

vicki's GREEN PIG.

HAHA.
wadeva.
(:

2005-08-03T17:07:00.000-07:00

I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing
Everytime I see you
I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
All my dreams are in your eyes.

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven.

When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall,
I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die.

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way.

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
Oh yes I do
I wanna be inside your heaven.

~~but u dont care.~~

2005-08-03T16:49:00.000-07:00

wheeee~
had my 2.4km run today!
i passed!
hohohos !
:)

had geog test , mt test and chi oral too.
wad a nice day.
aiya both tests sucked.
especially chi.
-pouts-
didnt understand wad to do.
lalalas.
chi oral even worse.
i kept repeating my words
and the teacher gave me the exasperated look .
and she kept repeating the question
cuz i wasnt answering to it.
diediediedie.

OH i passed my math common test!
HAHA.
:)

2005-07-29T19:10:00.000-07:00

ohohos.

the math common test was so difficult

i can fail it like oh so easily !
(note the sarcasm please)
YAY.

NOT

sheesh.

~~and i cant seem to feel u here.~~

~~u're a liar.~~

x___HoPe___x

x_HoPe_x